FML

My life. is. DAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Cuz apparently my audition for Symphony Orchestra is tomorrow. and I. am not. ready for. and also. apparently. berwin is one. of the judges. so i'll be trying to. hold in my laughter. or maybe. he'll be trying. to hold in his. laughter. which will make me more nervous.

so.

FUCK.

FML.

More bad news: I just spent $327.49 on a camera.

Good news: http://www.costco.com/Browse/Product.aspx?Prodid=11525799&search=olympus
Its original price double that (thanks, dad)

bad news: it's gonna come friday. not in time for peter and the wolf tour

good news: my parents agreed to a weekday sleepover!!!:D With Amber. on wednesday. cuz of the P&W tour. hahaha. i get to miss the whole day of school.

bad news: I feel like shit. stupid cold, for masquerading as an allergy.

good news: BIG BANG CDs

bad news: life is a bastard. i just remembered that i have math MAP testing tomorrow.

good news: using swear words help me control my anger. parhaps.

bad news: Um. AUDITIONS. fml.

good news: it's a really good camera. :)

bad news: it's 12am.

FML.

Red Death and Other Misc. Things

So now I'm obsessed with Phantom of the Opera. And Erik's freaky, but I pity him.

And... I'm writing a list of a hundred things I need to do before I die, or I turn 35, whichever comes first. :P

Peter and the Wolf, Prokofiev.

Thursday, April 22.


8:30 - Arrive at Oak Terrace Elementary School to set up

9:00 - Perform at Oak Terrace Elementary School
9:45 - Depart Oak Terrace for an early Lunch
12:45 - Set up at Greenbay Elementary
1:00 - Perform at Greenbay Elementary

1:30 - Finish

2:15 - Perform at Andrew Cooke Magnet School
3:00 - Depart for MYA
3:20 - Arrive at MYA


Yay, so whole day I'm gone!!


Also... I get to go to the U of I for the state science fair... There's a banquet the night before, but idk...


Caitlin's my new hero; apparently she slapped Max Reise (or however the fuck you spell his last name.) And he gets me mad. So to happier topics.

10 meters!! :) I named my air car 'The Duck', Michelle (Kim)'s planning to name hers 'The Seaweed'. xD

And I've decided not to go to the banquet. :P So Saturday, just me and my dad, unless Helen wants to come along. Or something...

Also. I'm incredibly excited because I just figured out that I can access fanfiction.net on my itouch!!! Woot~~ Cuz my mom got mad at me when I stayed in front of my computer reading Pride and prejudice fanfics. :P And I have to catch up on math too. Shit.

And... that's the life of a duck.

PS. Also, I made Snickerfuckingdoodles last night. And I insert that bad word in there because my brother woudn't help me with anything, and he just sat there watching House and Monk, and I had to do everything. :O RAWR. Then he came up to me at the end and wanted to roll them into balls and roll them through the cinnamin-sugar heaven (the best part of the making of snickerdoodles...). So I got mad.

And I have a bruise.

Post post script. I figured out that wearing dresses is sometimes comfortable. Especially when it's bothersomingly hot outside.

Post post post script. Crap. I forgot what I was gonna say. >_<.

:]

So apparently… I took a 3 hour nap and missed my A3 class. Ugh. At least there’s the transcript. I got my SAT scores… Chicken meatballs for dinner, along with seaweed stew thingy- meeyukgook… I think I pulled a muscle behind my patella…

I GOT MY PROPELLER CAR TO WORK. (With the help of my mother.) But I don’t think it’s able to go the length of a classroom.

No school tomorrow...
Bones~

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me
e.e.cummings



i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)






I love this poem. :)
There should be a girl-boy dictionary.

Procrastination.

I never learn, do I. D:< Stupid procrastination. Looking back on the week, I've done absolutely nothing. Except sleep a lot. I guess that's gonna come in handy when I start going to sleep at 3 in the mornings again? I feel sorry for comic book writers. CARPAL TUNNEL, is all I have to say. Almost done with Mockingbird. idk what to do for my IQ project. :P I still have to do the worksheet for Mr. Britton, and study the Holocaust terms for Mr. Rittner.

Mom: Tomorrow, you're going to tkd.
Me: ok.
Mom: Are you going to run today?
Me: I see no point, as I'm going to go to tkd tomorrow?
Mom: *scoff*.
Me: What?
Mom: Good point./sarcasm

idk what that was supposed to be... ?
But I am going to 'run', so that I can take my iPod and watch TV. Hopefully House will be on? Or not. School is irritating. But without it, I would be bored out of my mind, so.

"Yo tengo que ir a cosa, a la cosa, con las cosas." <- if that makes sense at all?

Laziness.

I'm too lazy. Today was Thursday. Sleepover, lunch was chicken burger with cheese. :) yum. I'm going to start my school homework tomorrow.