i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me
e.e.cummings



i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)






I love this poem. :)
There should be a girl-boy dictionary.

Procrastination.

I never learn, do I. D:< Stupid procrastination. Looking back on the week, I've done absolutely nothing. Except sleep a lot. I guess that's gonna come in handy when I start going to sleep at 3 in the mornings again? I feel sorry for comic book writers. CARPAL TUNNEL, is all I have to say. Almost done with Mockingbird. idk what to do for my IQ project. :P I still have to do the worksheet for Mr. Britton, and study the Holocaust terms for Mr. Rittner.

Mom: Tomorrow, you're going to tkd.
Me: ok.
Mom: Are you going to run today?
Me: I see no point, as I'm going to go to tkd tomorrow?
Mom: *scoff*.
Me: What?
Mom: Good point./sarcasm

idk what that was supposed to be... ?
But I am going to 'run', so that I can take my iPod and watch TV. Hopefully House will be on? Or not. School is irritating. But without it, I would be bored out of my mind, so.

"Yo tengo que ir a cosa, a la cosa, con las cosas." <- if that makes sense at all?

Laziness.

I'm too lazy. Today was Thursday. Sleepover, lunch was chicken burger with cheese. :) yum. I'm going to start my school homework tomorrow.

Doctors.

Today, I went to a doctor's. We got lost. The doctors were all Korean. I received a Hep A vaccine and a meningococcal vaccine. Yay. I can't wait til tomorrow.

Anesthesia and Drills.

I hate going to the dentist's. I had to be drugged ("Why do these people always want to drug children??") and the shots stung. Anesthesia was fun. The drills made horrible noises. Afterwards, I couldn't gargle. So I sort of just... dribbles water out. And I drooled too. Went to the library, couldn't say "thank you", so I mumbled. Got home, realized that I couldn't eat anything. This is a surreal experience. My lip and half of my tongue feels like rubber. I have to concentrate when I eat too. Just to make sure I don't bite my tongue off, or something. And I can't feel where the little bits of food are in my mouth, so I have to go in front of a mirror to look. :P Anesthesia is still cool.

Oops. Awesome Day Try2

Got up at 6:30, went to that school for IJAS. Set up, met Becky Wang, Shivani Thakker. Both awesome people. :) I presented, waited for about 4 hours, and then went to lunch with Aveen and Vamshek. Pizza was out, so we waited for about 30 minutes, and then got pizza. the 10 boxes were gone in a minute, literally.

Watched G-Force, ate tropical Skittles, went to the award ceremony.

I watched everyone get the special awards. Rishi Thakker won 2 special awards. A certificate and 50$. :D Aveen kept swearing. I was basically having a heart attack by then. I WON THE 'BEST PROJECT IN BOTANY', JUNIOR CATEGORY!!!!

I couldn't believe it. I kept saying stuff, like "I can't believe this", and Aveen kept threatening to hit my over my head with my new plaque. :D I also received 50$. Yay!!! Nobody else won anything... Then Plum Grove won the 3rd place trophy for Division D. I went up to go get it, and Ms. Muller told me I could keep it over the weekend. :)

Basically, Nile High School at IJAS regionals was like Plum Grove at IMSA.

People who made it to state:
Me
Soumya
Nick V.
Vamshek
Becky P.

Woooo! Go us!!! I can't wait until May 8th, or whenever I go to U of I. Helen's making me take her. :D To top it off, violin lessons canceled today, and I might get a camera!!! :( But my dad's leaving for Korea tonight. Well, it's either Korea or Germany. idk.

Awesome Day.

It is late.

11:30pm, I'm tired. Hot chocolate is the best.

Tomorrow's the regional science fair at that one school. I have to get there by 7:15am to set up. Then the thing ends at 4:30pm. I have to miss MYA and chamber again. Not a good thing.

Gahhh, I can't bring myself to start speechifying the notecards for the speech for the science fair that I just finished so that I can actually make it sound like a speech and so that I'll have a chance at making it to state science fair. Which, admittedly, would be pretty cool. I'm deathly nervous, though.

I am rambling. I will now go and practice my speech a couple of times.

<3 HOT CHOCOLATE.

The Conversation in Which the World Ends.

4:17pmJackie
punch.

4:17pmJoanne
block

4:17pmJackie
...

KAMIHAMIHA!!

4:17pmJoanne
Kamikaze dive roll

4:18pmJackie
lmao.

hydrogen bomb.

wipeout.

4:18pmJoanne
nuclear fussion

wooh.

4:18pmJackie
gamma ray burst.

4:18pmJoanne
You know what, the world has already ended.

3.19.10

Well. This is awkward. (AND ROBBIE WAS BORN!!! (jk).)

Spring break starts tomorrow! Woo~ But I have to be at the regional science fair the whole day. So that sucks.

There's nothing to write about.

Um.

Er.

Uh.

Jackie, I will pose off of you one again.

I woke up when the bus passed by my house. My dad drove me. He insists on wearing a hat to hide his messy hair.

1st period, orchestra... I got a free brownie from Mrs. Wistrom, so did Robbie.

2nd period, Spanish... we watched The Incredibles (in Spanish, of course.) "Edna Mode... and guest."

3rd period, Lit. I officially have come down with eighth-graditis. Which doesn't really make sense, because 'itis' means inflammation of. So... inflamation of eighth grade? Well, more like inflammation of eighth graders' heads.

4th period, history, I did that presentation thingy. Yesterday, I went up, but I'd accidentally put it on a timer, so I went from 'The Life and Death of Oskar Schindler' to 'The End' in approx. 5 seconds. xD That was funny. Then...
"Does anyone know why no one in Paris sells their homes?"
"Because there are still people living in them?"
lol. Yeah. Then Mr. Rittner compared me to Omar. The high point of my day.

5th period, gym. Ironman, Miami (us) is in lead by 2 points. Woo! I seriously suck at shotput.

6th period, lunch. Nothing more to say. I had to give James his pen back. :P And I did not steal it. That was all Meg.

7th period. Geometry. Test. Oh, joy. If I don't get an A+, my mother is going to murder me.

8th period, orchestra. Sound of Music. Do(e), a deer, a female deer...

9th period. Science. FUNNNN. We did that crossword thingy and my team was Helen and Brianna. I ran, and tackled two people. We won, of course. :D We even beat Phil! Then we played Silent Ball. Also fun and stress-relieving. The pops (ie Max, Jake, Quinn, Jacob) targeted me. One of these days... Max is going to die. I've already hit him a couple times when passing by him in the doorway; I push him really hard.


Oh, and, shit. My science project speech isn't even started yet. And I have violin lessons tomorrow, I haven't practiced the whole week.

I liked Marcin's hair before he cut it. Remember his picture in last year's yearbook? xDD

$\box{Think outside the}\ box.$

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